Ona je izgubila kontrolu


Zbunjenost u njenim očima sve govori
     Ona je izgubila kontrolu
I vješa se za najbližeg prolaznika
     Izgubila je kontrolu
Ona odaje tajne svoje prošlosti
     I kaže: opet sam izgubila kontrolu
I glasom koji joj je rekao kad i gdje da padne
     Izgovorila je: opet sam izgubila kontrolu
Okrenula se, zgrabila me za ruku i rekla
     Opet sam izgubila kontrolu
Nikad neću znati ni razumjeti zašto
     Opet je izgubila kontrolu
Vrisnula je trzajući nogama i rekla
     Opet sam izgubila kontrolu
Ukočila se na podu, pomislio sam da je mrtva
     Ali rekla je: opet sam izgubila kontrolu
Ona je izvan kontrole
Moram nazvati njezinog prijatelja i objasniti mu
Ona je izgubila kontrolu.

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Confusion in her eyes that says it all.
She’s lost control.
And she’s clinging to the nearest passer by,
She’s lost control.
And she gave away the secrets of her past,
And said I’ve lost control again,
And of a voice that told her when and where to act,
She said I’ve lost control again.

And she turned around and took me by the hand
And said I’ve lost control again.
And how I’ll never know just why or understand
She said I’ve lost control again.
And she screamed out kicking on her side
And said I’ve lost control again.
And seized up on the floor, I thought she’d die.
She said I’ve lost control.
She’s lost control again.
She’s lost control.
She’s lost control again.
She’s lost control.

Well I had to phone her friend to state my case,
And say she’s lost control again.
And she showed up all the errors and mistakes,
And said I’ve lost control again.
But she expressed herself in many different ways,
Until she lost control again.
And walked upon the edge of no escape,
And laughed I’ve lost control.
She’s lost control again.
She’s lost control.
She’s lost control again.
She’s lost control.

I could live a little better with the myths and the lies,
When the darkness broke in, I just broke down and cried.
I could live a little in a wider line,
When the change is gone, when the urge is gone,
To lose control. When here we come.


Ian Curtis, „Ona je izgubila kontrolu” / ''She's Lost Control''
Preveli: Kathryn Hampton i Marko Tomaš 
Preuzeto iz časopisa „Kolaps”

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