Suicide is a cowardice: it’s to surrender ourselves completely to life
To read is to dream, guided by someone else’s hand. To read carelessly and distractedly is to let go of that hand. To be only superficially learned is the best way to read well and be profound.
How shoddy and contemptible life is! Note that, for it to be shoddy and contemptible, all it takes is you not wanting it, it being given to you anyway, and nothing about it depending on your will or even on your illusion of your will.
To die is to become completely other. That’s why suicide is a cowardice: it’s to surrender ourselves completely to life.
Bernardo Soares, ''The Book of Disquiet''
(from Text 80)